I am 20 years old. Self loathing. Nothing is enough. And I think people catch onto that. This blog is pretty much everything about me in one URL.
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I'm only on tumblr on my phone, so that might mess up some posts.
So even though josh makes me want to rip off my own face sometimes, he really has done a lot of good for me. I can tell that since I’ve been with him my anxiety level is way more under control. After everything that we go through he stays calm and has a “well… Oh well” attitude instead of depression or anger taking over. His car met its demise yesterday and that is our ONLY form of transportation. We could have been hurt really bad had we not gotten out of the car in time. Now our entire money situation is completely turned upside down. We’re rushed to find a new car without completely fucking ourselves over. We both have issues and pressures in our professional lives. But when we lay down together, feel eachothers warmth, cuddle, fall asleep, put our arms around eachother, comb my fingers through his hair, it’s like everything is okay and we both know not to worry. He really is great.