I am 20 years old. Self loathing. Nothing is enough. And I think people catch onto that.
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Be still.: Yesterday was absolutely crazy. I was running around, getting a ton of...
Yesterday was absolutely crazy. I was running around, getting a ton of last minute things all day. I didn’t even eat till the rehearsal dinner.
The worst part was not seeing Josh until the rehearsal. He makes me so happy and its so hard to be stressed when he’s there. Even if we’re both…
This is my friend Laura and I can definitely say, if anyone on earth deserves to be happy it’s her. I miss her so much and I’m so glad that she is doing this!! She is so genuine, special, and the most caring person. Ever!
Don’t worry hun, not talking til then will be hard but it’ll be worth it! I can’t wait to see you two!! I miss and love you so much!!
Don’t stop chasing.
I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.
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My eyes are welling up with tears. This is so extremely relevant in my life right now and has been weighing in my heart for some time. I feel as though I’m not good enough or worth enough to be chased forever. To be cared for forever. It always fades and idk if that’ll ever change with any person. My heart has been aching and my depression is coming back hard.
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Boyfriend appreciation post
So even though josh makes me want to rip off my own face sometimes, he really has done a lot of good for me. I can tell that since I’ve been with him my anxiety level is way more under control. After everything that we go through he stays calm and has a “well… Oh well” attitude instead of depression or anger taking over. His car met its demise yesterday and that is our ONLY form of transportation. We could have been hurt really bad had we not gotten out of the car in time. Now our entire money situation is completely turned upside down. We’re rushed to find a new car without completely fucking ourselves over. We both have issues and pressures in our professional lives. But when we lay down together, feel eachothers warmth, cuddle, fall asleep, put our arms around eachother, comb my fingers through his hair, it’s like everything is okay and we both know not to worry. He really is great.
“Beachy Chic” Glitter Eyeshadow by E.L.F. #elf #cosmetics #makeup #blue #glitter #sparkle #eyes #eyeshadow #pretty #summer #beachy #chic #beauty #products #love #jj #jj_forum #ig #igers #igdaily #instagood (Taken with Instagram)
My first Urban Decay eyeshadow!!! In “Grifter”! #urbandecay #cosmetics #sephora #makeup #purple #eyeshadow #love #beauty #face (Taken with Instagram)
The more you just sit and stare at this picture, the more you love it! #speckled #nose #green #eyes #adorable #orange #striped #cat #kitty #catsofinstagram #jj #jj_forum #instagood #igers #igdaily #toby #love #instagramers #iphoneography #iphoneonly #photography #lighting #sphinx #amazing (Taken with Instagram)
Another Toby picture. #awesome #instagood #jj #jj_forum #cat #cats #catsofinstagram #kitty #love #toby #awesome #photography #iphoneography #eyes #stripped #orange #adorable #green #speckled #nose (Taken with Instagram)
Another picture with a hard to choose filter. Such good looking cats though! #instagood #jj #jj_forum #cat #cats #catsofinstagram #kitty #toby #cute #adorable #scared #stance #orange #stripped #love #eyes #iphoneography #photography #awesome (Taken with Instagram)
This picture seriously looked good in every filter. T’was hard to choose. #jj_forum #jj #igers #instagood #cats #kitty #green #eyes #cute #adorable #love #catsofinstagram #spotted #hiding (Taken with Instagram)
Tiffany blue sunglasses! 😍 #tiffany #blue #sunglasses #shades #aviators #adorable #girly #love #igers #instagood #jj #jj_forum #fashion #style (Taken with Instagram)
Blueberry from my baby!! @joshwilsonnn #love #food #foodporn #boyfriend #awesome #igers #jj_forum #jj #pretty #foodstagram (Taken with instagram)
You guys didn’t think I would make something without glitter, did you?! #glitter #iphone4 #case ##accessories #cute #pink #sparkle #love #queen #kawaii #awesome #igers #jj #instadorable #instagood #jj_forum (Taken with instagram)
Strawberry Mango Limonata. 🍸 #amazing #fruit #drink #strawberry #mango #lemon #lime #love #food #olivegarden #italian #foodstgram #fruity #girly #delicious #foodgasim #lunch (Taken with instagram)
Holy shit!! Look what came in the maaaaiilll!!! 😁😁😁😁 #holy #shit #fuckyeah #awesome #woohoo #bear #pink #kawaii #cute #adorable #iphone #4 #phone #case #silicone #rilakkuma #love #accessories #new #package #mail (Taken with instagram)
We’re adorable. @joshwilsonnn #boyfriend #love #josh #cute #emoji #kiss #lips #conversation #convo #text #message #boy #girl (Taken with instagram)
